Thursday, March 22, 2007

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What I hate from myself:

I really hate myself when i can't do anything to make everything be normal again..

I hate myself !!

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|11:49 PM|

Friday, March 16, 2007

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20 Keys To A Happy Life
1.Compliment 3 people everyday!

2.Watch a sunrise
3.Be the first to say "hello"
4.Treat everyone as you want to be treated
5.Live beneath your means
6.Never give up on anybody--miracles happen!
7.Forget the Joneses
8.Remember someone's name
9.Wish not for things, but for wisdom & courage
10.Be tough-minded, but tender hearted

11.Be kinder than you have to be
12.Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional needis to feel appreciated

13.Keep your promises
14.Show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it
15.Leave everything better than you found it
16.Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do
17.Remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years
18.When you arrive at your job in the morning,let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day
19.Don't rain on other people's parades
20.Don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|7:39 PM|

Sunday, March 04, 2007

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I think i found new hobby ;)

Lately, i like to hear and collect Korean and Japanese songs.. I dunno why ;p Maybe, because i want to learn more languages.. ;p The thing i like when i listen to those songs is i feel calmer and fresher. But actually, i had no idea the meaning of the songs.. lolz! I always try to find the meaning of the songs from internet or my friends :) So, it'll be nicer to hear, specially when u know the meaning, rite ?? Well actually, i'm planning to sing Japanese song for talent night.. Some of my friends asked, why not korean song.. I told them that korean language is still difficult for me to learn, specially in short time ;p Talking about korean language, i just knew some simple words, like, "I luv u", "thank u", "What?", "Hallo!", "No".. lolz! And it's all because of i watched too much korean movies :) FYI, we have korean drama fever here.. hahahaha! Last time, i wasn't like korean movies' lover or something.. Everytime, i went to my friend's room, they always watched those movies and suddenly they cried.. I still had no idea before ;p One day, i joined them, actually i just tried to find out, why this movies could change my friends .. And now, i'm one of them.. ;p I'm addicted to it and i'm not regret it.. lolz! You should try to watch 'em (now i'm the one who try convince y'all ;p)! And don't forget to provide tissues, because u'll need it.. :)
Ciao.. :)

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|8:56 AM|

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Sharing Your Own Heart

H onestly - "Speak" in this verse is a command. So, don't hide your heart (= lie). Eph 4:25 This includes your countenance & tone of voice!

E dify - Use words that build up & don't tear down. Attack problems not people. Eph 4:29 Don't give rejection for rejection, let God judge the other person's heart. 1Pet 3:9 Give a blessing instead. The power of praise lifts up. Joh 12:24 Embrace potential painful rejection & deny pride tendencies to defend self.

A ngry ?? - If you get angry, practice soul-control & don't just "sleep on it". Eph 4:26 Within your heart, submit it to God, before sleep.

R espond - Act responsibly. Don't react "naturally" (all sinners who defend & attack). Rom 3:23; 6:23; Eph 4:30 Trust God to convict. Don't grieve Him.

T houghtfully - Why, What, Where, When, & How should I share. Col 4:6 i.e., seasoned so it's tasteful to that unique person!

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|8:05 AM|

Friday, March 02, 2007

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How many times should i tell all of u that i really hate when they become different/change without any reason ?????!!!!!!! Damn !! Why they make more complicated???!!
Man !! I'm really tired with all this things !! I'm going to tell u something.. Lately, i always get headache easily and i have to take medicine.. Everytime i get too emotional, i always have headache and it's really painful. So, please STOP !! I can't take this anymore..
If u have problem with someone else, don't ever u act different (change) with ur other friends. Or if u have problem with me, just TELL me !!! I'm ok with that.. It's better than u become differrent like this.. It's really pissed me off !!
Sometimes i just wondering, why i have such a wonderful and interesting life?! Have a lot of problems which always continuing.. Nobody will make me feel better!
Wait..! they can make me feel better, but only for a while..
I just want to say 1 thing:
Thank u for ruining my life !!

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|5:53 AM|

Thursday, March 01, 2007

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I Mizz The Old Me !!!!!!

I don't know what's into me right now!! A lot of things happened and changed. I really hate when those happened to me.. It feels suckz ! Some people said that i changed and i agree ! I just found out that i've been like this, since last month.. And it keeps continuing *sigh*
Nothing and nobody will stop that.. I know that God is the one who can stop that.. How come He let all those things happened to me??! Why me ??! Why people that i respect make me like this ??! What do U want from me ??! ==> Those are the questions that stuck in my mind all the time.. Lately, i become a person who always take everything so serious and get emotional easily. I hate being like that! I always try to control myself.. I try my best to do that :(
I told my friends to be careful what they want to say.. their jokes also. Because, if they say wrong things to me, even though they don't mean it, automatically i'll become sensitive. For now, that's the only way to avoid me being emotional.. Only my good friends who understand my situation right now. And i hope, everything will be normal again! Soon !!

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|11:13 PM|

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What You Should Know About Love ;)

Love does not hurt.

Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic.


Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring.


Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself.


If somebody asks you to do something that you don't want to do in order to "prove" your love they do not love you the way you might think they do. When you love another person you don't ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of that love.


It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.


Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex.


Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated.

[[Danced Through The Night]]*|11:07 PM|

[[*The Girl*]]

Name: Carolyn Kellen
Bdae: Nov 4th
Nicks:Carol, Iyo, Imoet j/k
Skool:Mission College
Contact:Is it important ?? ;p

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Food: Spicy foods (of course!!), specially my mom's cooking..
Drinks: Anything.. As long as refreshing and relaxing :)
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People: Jesus! My family, My good friends (Da Raros), TLP

[[*Hates*]]

Things: I hate when people change without reason.. I hate people stare at me, specially strangers
Food: Bitter foods and yg nggak jelas gitchu ;p

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