YAYZ......... !!!!
Finally, everybody is here !!! Just like the old MC.. lolz!
I've been suffered here without my roomate :( because, i can't sleep alone.. uuppss! And 1 nite, i slept @ 5 something.. I have to force myself to stay awake until the sunrise (sigh).. But now ??!!! I can sleep early.. Yays!! hahaha..
Birth name: Bianca Taylor Ryan Born: September 1, 1994 Origin: Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, USA Genre(s): R&B, Gospel, Pop Occupation(s): Singer When she auditioned for America's Got Talent, she chose the Dreamgirls showtune "And I'm Telling You (I'm Not Going)" (originally performed by Jennifer Holliday), surprising the audience and the judges with her powerful voice. Brandy gave Ryan a standing ovation and called her "my favorite contestant in this competition." Piers Morgan, critical of Ryan's appearance, told her to change her hair, dress and shoes, "and you will win this tournament. … You came on this stage, and you blew us away!" David Hasselhoff called Ryan "a star" and called for the audience to "get on your feet for this girl!" 
She's one of my favorite singers !! Her voice is so unbelievable ^_^ I've never heard a voice like her on a 12 year old in my life..
This a bit information about her :
Bianca Ryan is the second of four children of Shawn and Janette Ryan, and is part Irish from her father's side of the family and part Japanese from her mother's side.
If u love someone, u should fight for them ! ^_^
Always try not to hurt each other (feelings) in a relationship.. Don't let anything or anyone destroy ur relationship.. Some people said that when u love someone, don't take 100% to love that person.. Because, if something happen, it will hurt u or also them.. For me, i didn't believe that kind of theory in the 1st place, because if i love someone, i'll give all my love and life to him. Now, i really can feel it and it's true what they have been said (even my mom always kept telling me about that, but i just ignored it).. It's really hard, u know! Specially when that person is ur 1st love.. U'll need a lifetime for forget everything that happened to both of u = ( But, of course, it won't forget totally.. *Sigh* Don't worry, as the time goes by, it will heal by itself... But the problem is, until when should we wait?? :(
If u have a relationship right now, please respect and trust ur partner. Always thinking positive with everything in ur relationship!! ^_^
And also u should always be thankful for what u have right now, with who u share ur love..
Tell to the people u love, "Thank God I found you!" ;)
"When you love someone, you should fight for them!"
"Love is a moment that last forever!"
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
"Distance is meant to relate, not separate."
" The hottest Love has the coldest end."
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies with illness and wounds; It dies of weariness , of withering, of tarnishing. "
" I heard someone whisper your name, but when i turned around to see who it was, i notice i was alone , then i realize it was my heart telling me that I Miss You! "
"Forgiveness is letting go of all hope of a better past. "
" The past is never dead, it is not even past."
" Love can be bad. It can treat you like dirt. There's always a risk of you getting hurt. Love is restless and Love is a flirt. Love has a place to go and people to hurt. "
" It only takes a minute to get a crush on sOmE1, an hour to like someone and a day to love sOmE1, but it takes a lifetime to forget sOmE that you really love."
" I hide my tears when i say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same, though i smile and seem carefree. There's no1 misses you more than me !"
" I miss you when you are far away. I think about you every night and day. Even if we can't be together. I will miss you now and forever!"
" You are the one i love, the one i need, But, bad mistakes I've done indeed. In search of forgiveness and happiness too. I want to say that i'm still loving you!"
Why is it so hard to move on when u still love him/her?? You always do your best to move on, but there's always something that remind you of him/her. Even you still doing crazy things for him/her ;p
1st love is hard! when you lost them, it will make u hurt so bad. It will take long time for you to forget about all!
Some tips from friends:
1. Be strong
2. Make yourselves busy
3. Exercise ^_^
4. Make friends as many as u can
5. Go shopping or picnic.. lolz
Whenever U Call
Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one
Chorus
I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call
Verse
And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And you
Have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself
Undisguised
Chorus
I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call
Bridge
And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I am inside
Chorus
I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
Chorus
I won't ever be too far to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
I'll always remember
That part of you so tender
And be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call
..This song makes me remember about sOmE1 :( ..
"Have You Ever?"
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
What I hate from myself: I really hate myself when i can't do anything to make everything be normal again.. I hate myself !!
20 Keys To A Happy Life 1.Compliment 3 people everyday!
2.Watch a sunrise
3.Be the first to say "hello"
4.Treat everyone as you want to be treated
5.Live beneath your means
6.Never give up on anybody--miracles happen!
7.Forget the Joneses
8.Remember someone's name
9.Wish not for things, but for wisdom & courage
10.Be tough-minded, but tender hearted
11.Be kinder than you have to be
12.Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional needis to feel appreciated
13.Keep your promises
14.Show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it
15.Leave everything better than you found it
16.Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do
17.Remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years
18.When you arrive at your job in the morning,let the first thing you say brighten everyone's day
19.Don't rain on other people's parades
20.Don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!
I think i found new hobby ;) Lately, i like to hear and collect Korean and Japanese songs.. I dunno why ;p Maybe, because i want to learn more languages.. ;p The thing i like when i listen to those songs is i feel calmer and fresher. But actually, i had no idea the meaning of the songs.. lolz! I always try to find the meaning of the songs from internet or my friends :) So, it'll be nicer to hear, specially when u know the meaning, rite ?? Well actually, i'm planning to sing Japanese song for talent night.. Some of my friends asked, why not korean song.. I told them that korean language is still difficult for me to learn, specially in short time ;p Talking about korean language, i just knew some simple words, like, "I luv u", "thank u", "What?", "Hallo!", "No".. lolz! And it's all because of i watched too much korean movies :) FYI, we have korean drama fever here.. hahahaha! Last time, i wasn't like korean movies' lover or something.. Everytime, i went to my friend's room, they always watched those movies and suddenly they cried.. I still had no idea before ;p One day, i joined them, actually i just tried to find out, why this movies could change my friends .. And now, i'm one of them.. ;p I'm addicted to it and i'm not regret it.. lolz! You should try to watch 'em (now i'm the one who try convince y'all ;p)! And don't forget to provide tissues, because u'll need it.. :)Ciao.. :)
Sharing Your Own Heart
H onestly - "Speak" in this verse is a command. So, don't hide your heart (= lie). Eph 4:25 This includes your countenance & tone of voice!
E dify - Use words that build up & don't tear down. Attack problems not people. Eph 4:29 Don't give rejection for rejection, let God judge the other person's heart. 1Pet 3:9 Give a blessing instead. The power of praise lifts up. Joh 12:24 Embrace potential painful rejection & deny pride tendencies to defend self.
A ngry ?? - If you get angry, practice soul-control & don't just "sleep on it". Eph 4:26 Within your heart, submit it to God, before sleep.
R espond - Act responsibly. Don't react "naturally" (all sinners who defend & attack). Rom 3:23; 6:23; Eph 4:30 Trust God to convict. Don't grieve Him.
T houghtfully - Why, What, Where, When, & How should I share. Col 4:6 i.e., seasoned so it's tasteful to that unique person!
Name: Carolyn Kellen
Bdae: Nov 4th
Nicks:Carol, Iyo, Imoet j/k
Skool:Mission College
Contact:Is it important ?? ;p
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